VenusAtFar

Travels. Reviews. Reflections. Living.

Category: Letters Until I Heal

  • “And whether you like it or not, I belong to you.”-Franz Kafka You once told me about a girl who came before me, who professed her love for you—a declaration you dismissed. You were engulfed by the sheer weight of those words. I should have recognized that as a warning sign—a glimpse into my own…

  • If I do not give it my all, what is this heart for then? I would have given it to you in a plate have you been patient with me. I would have offered you myself slowly, cautiously then all at once. I would have tried to break all barriers in order for you to…

  • “And if you ever see me loving someone new, just know I asked God a thousand times to make it you first.”

  • Oh I am a yearner. I yearn for you in the most human way possible. I yearn for the thoughts that keep running in your mind. I yearn for your eyes that laugh at every joke I say. I yearn for how you scold yourself when I say a flirtatious line. I yearn to share…

  • Hi  How are you? I hope you’re doing fine. I just wanna say I hate you for doubting the sincerity of my love. I am capable of loving you and you are someone that is worth of love. I am sorry for disturbing your peace. But I will not bother you after this. I promise.…

  • My heart doesn’t feel as heavy anymore. There is a dull ache but it is no longer the kind that devours my whole heart. I still love you so I prayed for you. I prayed that God reaches your heart. I just hope you’re fine and not doing drugs. I am now slowly accepting you…

  • You said you do not believe the sincerity of my love. But you were the one who professed first. You were the one who told me things about marriage. You were the one who told me that you’ve already found what you’ve been looking for? You told me that you would marry me! You are…

  • I still replay our conversations in my mind. I can still read the three words that had made all my defenses crumble, “just be mine.” It was full of longing. But I wasn’t able to reply even though I have been yours from the very beginning. Maybe because I saw the intensity in my own…